04-21-2006, 01:49 AM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho  Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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My Mood:   | just my ramblings it isn't as good as anything I read here but hey it will help get the forum goin The Knife I reach for the knife beside me And feel the cold sharp steel There is no fear or anger Happiness is all I feel Today is judgement day Today I'll make them see That they were never there And that they never really knew me I am not sad about leaving this world I won't even cry All I will leave you with ' my friends' Is a cold an meaningless goodbye
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04-21-2006, 01:50 AM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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My Mood: | Nightmares Lost in a restless sleep the nightmares appear again Trying to wake up I can not deal with some much pain. Memories flashing through my mind flattered pictures of rape I try my best to forget but the nightmares I can't escape. I remember his eyes, the smile I remember his voice I tried to get out But I had no choice. I screamed on the top of my lungs I cried all the tears I had But even my humble prayers didn't make him feel bad he got what he wanted and then left me alone for once in my life i didn't mind being on my own. The scars are all gone now But the pain is still there and sometimes I can not handle and the pain gets hard to bare I thought about suicide I didn't think I would be missed but I couldn't go on with it when I put the knife on my wrist I still have much to live for The pain I must forget I must think of what I have right now and not bout what I had But luckely the nightmares will be chased away by the sun When the horrible night is over and a new day just begun
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04-21-2006, 02:22 AM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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 it was an oldie thoughI haven't written in ages  don't really have the time anymore
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04-21-2006, 11:12 AM
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| Brandon 1st Blood, Part 2  Join Date: May 2005 Location: Missouri Age: 21
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My Mood:   | I'm with Topher, the first one kicked ass.
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04-21-2006, 12:12 PM
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| Blow Pop of Doom  Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Missouri Age: 21
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My Mood:  | wow i loved them...very good read 
__________________ “If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them. The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good, and the very gentle, and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too, but there will be no special hurry.” - Ernest Hemingway |
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04-21-2006, 12:52 PM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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My Mood: | some more: warning, this is an emo one  I just wanted you to know I don’t need you like I used to I don’t cry for you anymore I don’t wake up at night longing for you Not like I did before But I just wanted you to know I still miss you Your eyes don’t follow me around anymore Your voice doesn’t echo in my head And thinking of your smile No longer makes me sad But I just wanted you to know I still miss you I found some one else That I love, like I used to love you But inside my heart I still care And I will probably always do So I just wanted you to know I still miss you ====================================== and another emo one, tell me if you people think I should stop cause I will LOL Mother Got a Christmas card today A Christmas card with my name Without even opening it I knew from who it came I recognized the hand writing She sends a card every year This card is sent to me by someone I used to hold dear I wait before I open it make sure that I am alone Then I cry as much as I can till all my tears are gone Then I open the card, and see the word mama inside. I close my eyes for my tears I try to hide I think of the day you left us almost 10 years ago I think of the things you never did with me the things I wanted so When i saw a mother and daughter I felt so empty inside I could have made an ocean from all the tears I've cried Mother, a name that says so little It almost says nothing to me It has been 10 years since we decorated the Christmas tree How we made decorations together while we sang a Christmas song But one day you were gone And everything went wrong Now we celebrate Christmas without you And I try to be strong Try to wipe out the anger For my daddy i will go on cause my daddy will never leave me He is always there for you are no longer someone for who I care I take a last look at the card And then I put it away Cause the last thing I need is you wishing me a happy holiday
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04-21-2006, 12:57 PM
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| Blow Pop of Doom Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Missouri Age: 21
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My Mood: | i dont think you should stop..they are awesome...i like these 2
__________________ “If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them. The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good, and the very gentle, and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too, but there will be no special hurry.” - Ernest Hemingway |
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04-21-2006, 11:56 PM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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not me LOL you actually got me blushing in real life too
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04-22-2006, 11:09 AM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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My Mood: | Sad song It's early in the morning she wakes up alone She expected to see her man but he is long gone Early in the morning he get's out of bed and leaves his wife Work don't start till eight but he already leaves at five She worries about him so much Doesn't know what she can do He says that he still loves her But sometimes it feels so untrue He is driving in his car no work today He calls the woman to tell her he is on his way It's 5 in the evening the radio plays a sad song She is waiting for him to come home what is taking him so long? He wakes up in a strange room And he knows something isn't right The darkness outside tells him it is already night She turns on the tv just in time to see there has been an accident on the road he was supposed to be He rushing home now Driving as fast as he can As he passes the traffic he sees a TV-van She started crying now eventhough her fears she tries to hide She runs to the door when she hears a car outside He finally pulls up in the driveway And sees his wife outside He prays she won't find out that once again he lied But in all of his hurry he forgot one thing on his shirt, the lipstick reveals where he's been Her tears were completly dry then There were no more things to say All you could hear was a shutting door And a car that drove away ====================================== Forever never lasts forever The wind never stops blowing And the sun never stops to shine A broken heart will still be beating and everything will turn out fine Always tell somebody you love them when you know that you do But never automatically believe them if they say they love you too If you are happy today, don’t look forward and don’t look back As even the strongest mirror will someday crack Even the strongest rose will at some point die And even the sweetest person will at some time make you cry If you are happy in love Don’t look at things that have passed But don’t believe it will last forever because forever never lasts forever
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04-23-2006, 03:04 PM
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| kats' british boy toy Honorary Crazed Psycho  Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: England Age: 36
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My Mood:   | damn.. some intense words there.
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04-24-2006, 07:55 AM
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| Blow Pop of Doom Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Missouri Age: 21
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My Mood: | very talented
__________________ “If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them. The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good, and the very gentle, and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too, but there will be no special hurry.” - Ernest Hemingway |
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04-26-2006, 12:21 PM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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My Mood: | old one again: He is gonna loose someone, who he holds dear All I can do, is just be here. Kiss his face and dry his tears Talk to him and ease his fears. Knowing he is in so much pain still try to make him smile again Cause his tears, it's weird, they touch my heart I promise him that we'll never part. A promise, a thought, maybe even a lie, I'll do anything so he won't cry. Hold him close, hear him breath try to be everything he needs. closed his eyes, made him think hope the pain will soon shrink. Not knowing what to do, what to say to make him feel, it's going to be ok. tell him that when he keeps her in his heart then from him, she will never ever part. not knowing what to do, his face I touch Trying to dry his tears, cause I love him so much JB boy, always keep your head up =========================================== and the one I wrote for my daughter Nikki It was such a shock at first Hearing that you were there We weren’t ready for another child It just wouldn’t be fair But after the shock wore off There was happiness and joy That now we were going to have a girl That we could love as much as our little boy This pregnancy is not easy And at times it’s hard to bare But you really need to know That mommy and daddy care You need to know you’re welcome And you are wanted too Our family will be complete With the birth of you No matter what anyone says you are perfect the way you are For us you are our miracle Our own little star
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04-26-2006, 12:56 PM
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| Blow Pop of Doom Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Missouri Age: 21
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My Mood: | i love the one you wrote for your daughter
__________________ “If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them. The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good, and the very gentle, and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too, but there will be no special hurry.” - Ernest Hemingway |
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04-28-2006, 07:55 AM
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| Lil Ball of Psycho Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Netherlands Age: 25
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My Mood: | this is a new one it don't know if it will make sense to anyone, but it does to me it's a bit different from my normal ones House of cards I listen to the words that make up the sentence with which you in one minute Destroyed all of my life I miss all the things You took with you when you left me that dark sunday night I cherish all the memories off the things we did in our relationship that later turned out never to have existed I repeat all the words you use to say to me before I found out they were all lies I have seen something break of which I thought it was true love But in the end turned out to be nothing but a house of cards it collapsed
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04-28-2006, 04:18 PM
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| Blow Pop of Doom Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Missouri Age: 21
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My Mood: | oh i love it...you have some nice poems..i hope you enter the poetry contest
__________________ “If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them. The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good, and the very gentle, and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too, but there will be no special hurry.” - Ernest Hemingway |
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cybastov
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Is this the part when I'm supposed to give a shit? 
