Another of mine

[crying_tinkerbell]

Lost


I'm lost in my own feelings, my own pain. I hate that I feel this way. I feel so alone even when you are around. No body understands me but me, so I keep to myself. Lost in my hurt, Lost in my tears. Wish I could live the eternal life where I get punished for who I am. I lost soul in the river of blood and hate. A creature of the night. A lost girl in the light of day even more so at night. With all the other lost souls I'll be lost with them.
Alone in a world never to die. Sentenced to life. Life in hell with guilt on your gut and hate in your cold dead heart. Life with the memories of the ones you hurt while the ones that hurt you once before get to die. Never to be punished for their sins. For all thier hate. As for you you choose life in the dark hiding from all those you once love but are now gone. You deserve what you get cause daddy told you that you where a bad girl that you where ugly and no one would ever love you. This is why you are lost in the souls of the damned. Daddy was finally right. You're alone and it's all your fault. So you go on with your nights alone lost in the dark. Searching for the one you hope can save but years go by and your still lost in the darkness alone never to be happy again. You get over it and move on to your next victim. The next blood you shall drink taking a life just as yours was taking but not giving a new one. No you let them die. Why should they get to live any life they would have hurt you eventually. So lost in the world of the damned you forget who you really are and never return to where your life started. You move on to the next place to become your victim of hate and never love just lost in the darkness alone.

[TheLoneOne]

wow... I just hope that you aren't feelin that way any more